Thought Disorder

Sunday, June 29, 2008

All because of the regular fries with cheese from LJS yesterday, I've a bad sore throat right now (plus a bad headache when I woke up but I ate painkillers, so it's better now) The effect was immediate. Yesterday as soon as Yiwei and I stepped out of LJS, I felt the dry, crumpled feeling in my throat. F, I shouldn't have ate the fries at all! Ugh I will never eat LJS fries ever again.

Anyway there was an art fest outside of hg mall yesterday. It was continued from last weekend. Really cool, handmade, custominsed products but extremely expensive. $$$

Felt ring which costs $8!

The necklace which looks similar to Audrey's ring. Costs a whopping $35! But probably the only one in the world?

I was tempted to buy the pink notebook yesterday because it looks better than the blue one. Last week they had better designs like this one which has a electric blue background with tiled white polka dots on it. It was probably bought by someone else luckier. Costs $8, which is relatively okay for a notebook. (It's not so glam inside though! Looks are deceiving hor.)

Go check out the arts fest @ hg mall! (Today's the last day)

I haven't done any tutorials this entire weekend omgosh kill me I need to start working hard. Many upcoming tests and events loom. I should start bucking up on lunwen now because I predict that there won't be time in the future. And our PW survey and interview questions keep getting rejected countless of times. So many interviewees to contact plus interview, I don't know how we're going to go about doing it. And up to today, I've only finished episode 8 of WAY. 9 more episodes to go! I doubt I can finish it by today, and I probably won't have any time left to watch videos from week 3 onwards. Everything's getting more hectic now.

12:33 PM

Wednesday, June 25, 2008

GMorning All It's A Slack Week

While people around me have told me that "this is such a stressful week", I beg to differ. One, there isn't homework?! Two, there aren't CCAs?! (Apparently there wasn't tennis today and the captain didn't inform us) Three, there aren't any tests this week. Four, I've kicked all my lunwen, PW and Xperience blues aside. I'll just settle them another day!

So...

HIPHIPHURRAY FOR THIS UNPRECEDENTED SLACKNESS IN A SCHOOL TERM. This is short-lived but I'll just slack for the moment. I'll slack for this week, and I'll do my work during weekends. Yay! Today I heeded Eva's advice and plunged into watching WAY from where I left off (like half of the first episode?) And OHMYGOSH IT'S REALLY GOOD I think I'll rate it 10/10 when I finish watching all 17 episodes. Great, unique plot that is not akin to typical dramas. It's like romance with so much fun mystery in it! Highly amusing character development that makes me ROFL. The father is so F amazing I swear. I'm on the 4th episode now: Go me! I can do this before this Sunday ends. I just read 4 episodes worth of synopsis and the plot development is excellent.

Me shall dash home after school tomorrow to continue WAY mania. It's the way to go!

11:58 PM

Tuesday, June 24, 2008

It's the second day and I can already feel the toll of school on me. I didn't even put in any mental effort or like worry about tests and about understanding stuff. But I'm already feeling lethargic! It's probably the aftereffects of mass PE once again. We're going for a killer run starting next week. It's all the way to Clementi MRT station and back, a total of 4+ km. Srsly I'm gonna faint along the way or something?

K I should go catch some sleep now. Anyway I hate my fringe so much ): ): It's the ultimate rubbish.

11:03 PM

Monday, June 23, 2008

Term 3 has begun but I'm still literally living in the holiday atmosphere.

"IT'S THE HOLIDAYS!!!"

So not. While everyone has gotten back into the mugging mood, partly because the realistic aftermath of common tests has now hit us, I'm still leading a super slow-paced life. Need to buck up from tomorrow onwards! Life is going to go awry from here. Well we received some results today, and there's a huge hooha going on about some crazy genius who aces like nobody's business. Grades are like my primary school results! And the standards of subjects now are so damn high. It's so scary!! I CAN'T BELIEVE THERE'S SUCH AN OBSCENE PERSON ON EARTH. Unbelievable.

A levels are approaching us so soon, because half a year has already passed in the wink of an eye. It's so unthinkable. F scared! My grades now are horrendous - I wonder how I'll fare for the A's? Promos loom in 14 weeks' time. *Hyperventilates and dies*

See, I hate going back to school because it's just clearly back to reality.

And I can't wait for next Monday to arrive! The next episode of the drama I'm following now will be uploaded onto the net. Exciting :D :D :D This is extremely anti-climatic. I need to buck up like, NOW.

(edit: FT gave me a notebook today, it's really really really nice and chio both outside and inside I think I won't bear to use it at all! omgwtfbbq)

11:18 PM

Sunday, June 22, 2008

The hairdresser did a very bad job of my fringe, it's totally unlike the type of fringe I wanted (as in I showed her a picture) and it looks more like bangs. From my perspective, it feels awkward and looks weird too. I mean, I look weird in particularly straight fringe. My mom says it's okay though. I beg to disagree. Just a few minutes ago I'd found a pair of scissors in the drawer and had attempted to fix the bad fringe. I think I made it worse. :(

How many weeks till my fringe grows longer, suitable for another round of cutting?

Today, I saw a fat cat.

F-A-T! Maybe the head's just small or something.

School tomorrow, and I haven't completed a lot of work ie. Econs tutorial + project + essay from CT paper, GP reviews, and Chem assignment. I'm quite lost for Econs and didn't know how to do the first question for Chem assignment, so I reckon I should skip the entire torture of facing question marks. These are work that I can stall for time, because they're not due immediately! Phew. But I haven't done lunwen! I still need to read a few more books which I'll get from Tina tomorrow :D (Thanks a lot Tina! Saved my entire life omgosh) Results for CTs should be pouring in from tomorrow onwards. Be prepared for GP! Super screwed haha. And workload from all the projects and CCAs and Xperience. I wonder what's on tv now! There is a nice drama tonight huh.

10 more weeks of crazy shit. I'll survive this!

10:04PM

9:42 PM

Yay. Me is done with the GP essay after days of writing it: in the dark, while waiting for the confirmation message, in the middle of the night, and in the cool morning. I think I took more than 5 hours to get that essay done. Typical exam conditions only provide 1.5 hours. In retrospect, I can't believe I actually finished my essay in 1.5 hours during CTs, but it was probably a super crap essay that went out of context badly. School's tomorrow, and I wonder how badly I fared for GP essay, and comprehension. Rrr.

1:22 PM

Thursday, June 19, 2008

When people run, they sweat. When I run, I sweat too. Cold sweat, literally. It's queer, but interesting.

I shall start tightening the strings on my wallet to save up for something :D Being thrifty is a virtue.

I'm used to having no life, so I guess we're on the same boat. Can't believe there are people on this same land as I am leading the same repetitive, uninteresting life I have. But I probably have so much more life than those in the African countries.

Feat of the day: Did 2 paragraphs of my GP essay! Hurray hurray. At least I started!

10:41 PM

Wednesday, June 18, 2008

I finally mustered the courage to send another long message in Mandarin to my teacher just hours ago. What I got was an immediate reply. Finally. Yes, finally. In a few more messages with regards to confirmation about stuff that I was unsure of, I'm all set, and ready to go.

Wait, what am I supposed to do now? Literature review, or just pour over books? I'll choose the latter. Till the teacher beckons. I'll just concoct mental images and imaginary content in my small-volumed brain until the time is ripe. Until I am supposed to cross the bridge. Mental knowledge is power! Nah, I should probably be brave and ask her again. When I mean brave, I mean preparing to rush out the entire thing to submit in when school starts again, in...4 days' time? Oh I'm screwed.

(Did I mention that I spent 2 + hours in the reference library last Monday scrutinising and copying information from the relevant books? I felt that my brain had burgeoned a whole lot at the end of that library session. The library was very comfortable, but that's beside the point. Note the 'No Sleeping' sign)

The weather today is fantastic. Raining (I hate) and cold (The rain brought about it so I forgive the rain).

But today was bad. It can be said to be as unwelcoming as some subject lecture, or some school assembly. Plus it was an unearthly, I dunno, 7-hour thing? Interesting, not. I admit I was keen on it at the start, but by the end of it, I was drained, bored and unattentive. I was running through possible answers in my head I reckon I'd have said while they were attacked with many, seemingly endless, cornering questions. But I was in ideal conditions, while they weren't. My answers would have been way better than theirs, and less contradicting as well. Doh! Perhaps they're less smart, mature, and alert than us now, that's why most gave really crap answers. (I vaguely remembering myself doing that 2 years ago) They'd probably grow up and think like us next time. They'll probably think that the juniors' answers are crap as well. But if that was a scholarship interview, you guys screwed up big time and would definitely be the first to get kicked out of the race. Oh glee there's another round on Friday, good gracious.

Gotta go work on frustrating GP essay now.

(I crave for durian roll!)

8:56 PM

Wednesday, June 11, 2008

Our tour guide looks like Wu Zun BIG TIME!

China

HA-HA.

9:16 PM

Tuesday, June 10, 2008

Hello Lunwen teacher, I'm just going to give myself the go-ahead without obtaining your consent because I fucking sent you two long messages (in Mandarin) asking you about my lunwen and you didn't reply me at all. I'm as anxious as an ant on a hotplate (pardon the direct translation). I must be the best student around, because I've suddenly decided to switch my topic. Best thing is that I've already bought my books on the original topic, and it just struck me like lightning. I found many books on my now-topic at the bookshop the other day, but after several rounds of self-persuasion, I placed the books back and paid for the books on the old topic. Well, in hindsight, I sincerely regret what I've done, and wished that I could turn time back. Should have purchased the books and wasted money then! Could have saved me the effort of having to comb the Internet for books and resorting to online shopping + extremely exorbitant shipping fees. Damn! Actually I like my new topic better. It's much more engaging and all, and it's probably more sustainable than my previous topic.

Gah but whatever I do now, I'M SO DAMN DEAD.

Anyway CO trip was so-so, but still enjoyable. The feeling of being in China was short lived, and the feeling of being back here in reality is unrealistically surreal. At the start of the trip, I was hoping time would pass slowly. Well it did for the first few days in HK but the rest of the trip just flew away like that. Travelling takes up the bulk of the trip I guess, a factor that attributed to time passing quickly. Soon enough, we were heading back home already. I wished I boarded the wrong plane or something, get sent to Japan, and meet with an accident which will cause me to lose my memory and then I'll just live in Japan forever. HA. Fat hope. I'll just need to worry about LUNWEN LUNWEN LUNWEN now. Need to stop procrastinating and all! （FYI I spent these two days slouching at home watching videos)

11:11 PM

Monday, June 09, 2008

I'M SO DEAD FOR LUNWEN I'M SO DEAD FOR LUNWEN I'M SO DEAD FOR LUNWEN I'M SO DEAD FOR LUNWEN I'M SO DEAD FOR LUNWEN I'M SO DEAD FOR LUNWEN I'M SO DEAD FOR LUNWEN I'M SO DEAD FOR LUNWEN I'M SO DEAD FOR LUNWEN I'M SO DEAD FOR LUNWEN I'M SO DEAD FOR LUNWEN I'M SO DEAD FOR LUNWEN I'M SO DEAD FOR LUNWEN I'M SO DEAD FOR LUNWEN I'M SO DEAD FOR LUNWEN I'M SO DEAD FOR LUNWEN I'M SO DEAD FOR LUNWEN I'M SO DEAD FOR LUNWEN I'M SO DEAD FOR LUNWEN I'M SO DEAD FOR LUNWEN I'M SO DEAD FOR LUNWEN I'M SO DEAD FOR LUNWEN I'M SO DEAD FOR LUNWEN I'M SO DEAD FOR LUNWEN!

10:45 PM

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Felicia studied in Dunman High School, loves elmo, is a major drama addict and is a cake lover. She has quit coffee even though she loves it.